Hinder - Without You
I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something's changed
You've been acting so strange
And it's taking it's toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I'm seein myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I'm fine
Without you

Called you up cause' it's been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it's taken it's toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I'm seein myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I'm fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it's taken it's toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I'm seein myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I'm fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather

Current Mood: mixed
Current Music: Hinder - Without You

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 9 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
ain't that a kick in the head- westlife..

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
bridge over troubled water- clay aiken

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
disenchanted- my chemical romance

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
soul- matchbox twenty

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
hollow years- dream theater

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 
true colours- cyndi lauper
HAHA this has alot of link!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
makedamnsure - taking back sunday

WHAT IS 2+2?
hotel california- eagles

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? 
hourglass- this day and age

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
when it all falls apart- the veronicas


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
titles and registration- death cab for cutie


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
next plane home- daniel powter
i guess that means pilot! which is pretty accurate!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 
i can hear the bells- nikki blonsky ...
HAHA. this is hilarious. some hairspray song.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
intermission- panic! at the disco
haha. how inappropriate!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
fractions- emery

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
in my place- coldplay
whatever this means! haha!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
must get out- maroon 5
what the shit!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
best in me- Blue
yeahhh. this is so true. friends bring out the best in me. totally true!

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
somewhere in between- lifehouse
wahh apparently, my itunes decided to play songs that has link! it sucks being somewhere in between.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? 
daughters- john mayer
HAHA. how about sons.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? 
6,8,12- brian mcknight
hell no. numbers and maths are definitely not something i would laugh about!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
it makes me ill- N'sync

HOW WILL YOU DIE? 
O. Lover- Jason Mraz
thats not a good sign. HAHA. 

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Family Business- Kanye West
yeahh well maybe after i inherit the family business! well. if there is a family business to begin with in the first place.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
sweetness- jimmy eat world
yeah like totally! haha!

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
won't stop- onerepublic
hmmm. deduction: this probably means they won't stop till they get me! HAHA. ok i'm seriously just kidding!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
she will be loved- maroon 5

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
and all things will end- avenged sevenfold

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS? 
smack that-  akon
HAHA i would love to say that!

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
got money- lil' wayne

Justin Timberlake - (Another Song) All Over Again

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Justin Timberlake - (Another Song) All Over Again

woah woah. i've been out everyday till i'm sick man.. down with fever and cold. but post As is quite fun man. lol. prom and post prom is pretty fun and eye opening.( i hardly clubbed, so yeah.) kinda regretted not going for the VJ post prom.. heard it was damn fun man. sorry gomes and holy! 
besides that, been playing rugby quite regularly. played against bucks in the championship division. well. it was fun playing at a higher level and being able to take them on without losing out too much on size. looking forward for more games man. we're definitely gonna kick some ass man!

anyways, hanging out with some of my class guys later at night. lol. there will definitely be mahjong and drinks. happy times! being sick definitely does not stop me from going out! 

Nickelback- Gotta be Somebody
This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares 
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know their not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

haha. decided to blog while taking a longlong break from studies. i completed normal distribution tutorial 20.1 as well as lasers and semi conductor tutorial. haha.. studies. argh. this means i've got like.. hmm. 57 topics to cover before block test. happy times!

and since i'm suppper bored now..

ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
.  quek, quek, singtel. -.-

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
. at bintan. during the grilled seafood buffet. PARADISE.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: The Feeling- Sewn

haha. yupyup. its all over. we lost to acsi yesterday 8-21. haha. well.. normally, i would come up with an emo post but nahh. i think its all worth it. its worth the amount of effort we put in. although the result did not come out the way we expected it to be, i must say... it was one hell of a season. its been a pleasure to be playing with everyone in this 2008 rugby team. really enjoyed all the good and bad times we shared. a big thank you to the players, the coaches and everyone that made this season a success. and not forgetting, the saints supporters who went out to support and cheer for us for the games we played. thank you very much. its been a great journey guys, we never give up and thats what its all about. thats what playing for saints is all about. up and on!  time to hit the books. =)

Current Mood: content

i thought i am through this stage already but.. here i am, back to square one. just great. i just keep breaking promises i made to myself.

sometimes, i just feel like.. shit. my secondary school friends think i'm not making any effort to keep in touch. and when i do try to keep in touch with them, they just give that 'ok, don't waste my time' tone. and that can is damn screw up. if thats the treatment i'm going to get that F*** it man. life is getting from bad to worse and now this. happy times!

Finger Eleven - Paralyzer

I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been good
It’s been shitty
And I feel awkward, as I should
This club has got to be
The most pretentious thing
Since I thought you and me
Well I am imagining
A dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

I hold out for one more drink
Before I think
I’m looking too desperately
But so far has not been fun
I should just stay home
If one thing really means one
This club will hopefully
Be closed in three weeks
That would be cool with me
Well I’m still imagining
A dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well, I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

We’ll, I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

Current Music: Finger Eleven - Paralyzer

"The aspect of team sport that you learn is that you have your good times and your bad times, but you share it with great people."

'N Sync - I Drive Myself Crazy

ooooh....
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)

You confessed your love ( You confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance

oohhhhhh....la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy'
ahhh..oh so crazy
lalalalala...oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that I do

Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: 'N Sync - I Drive Myself Crazy

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! this is seriously the GROW FAT period( i'm not complaining). lol. i ate like.... so much. countless pineapple tarts and ba gua. and we're having a rugby house hopping session tomorrow and i heard carlos's mom is cooking curry chicken. however, it is definitely not a grow rich period.. i think i lost quite a bit in blackjack. luckily, i managed to win quite abit in mahjong, so they kinda cancel out. i think i'm super bad in card games.. taidee, poker, bridge, etc. lol.. i'm always losing! arghhh. 

sometimes, life can be so amazing. haha!

John Mayer - Waiting On The World To Change
Me and all my friends
we're all misunderstood
they say we stand for nothing and
there's no way we ever could

now we see everything that's going wrong
with the world and those who lead it
we just feel like we don't have the means
to rise above and beat it

so we keep waiting
waiting on the world to change
we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

it's hard to beat the system
when we're standing at a distance
so we keep waiting
waiting on the world to change

now if we had the power
to bring our neighbors home from war
they would have never missed a Christmas
no more ribbons on their door
and when you trust your television
what you get is what you got
cause when they own the information, oh
they can bend it all they want

that's why we're waiting
waiting on the world to change
we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

it's not that we don't care,
we just know that the fight ain't fair
so we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

and we're still waiting
waiting on the world to change
we keep on waiting waiting on the world to change
one day our generation
is gonna rule the population
so we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change

we keep on waiting
waiting on the world to change


dear god, please lay your healing hands on michelle and shaun ng, light up their path in this time of darkness. amen.  

Current Music: John Mayer - Waiting On The World To Change

screwed. i failed my gp msa and only managed to get an S for chem msa, which is quite disappointing considering the effort i put into chem.  i'll probably fail the other three papers (econs , maths and physics). and with block test around the corner, i seriously wonder if i'll be able to cope with studies and rugby at the same time.. unlike in J1, i don't think i'll be able to catch up if i only start studying after the season. discipline.

game tomorrow against tanglin  trust.

Faber Drive- Tongue Tied

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Faber Drive- Tongue Tied

hmm. the weekends are coming to an end and its going to be the 3th week of school already. its so fast.. and in 2 weeks time, we going to sit for the milestone exam. and i'm sure within the blink of an eye, we're going to sit for our A levels already. sometimes, i just wish time would slow down.. i don't mind sitting longer in lessons and all. haha. what rubbish am i talking about.. anyways, just watched lakehouse yesterday. lol. my brother managed to borrow it from a friend. lol. its a very nice movie. lol. too bad it's an english show and i don't think our chinese teacher would allow us to watch during chinese lesson. lol. 

homework homework. for the first time, i'm actually doing all my tutorials and handing them in on time. now. thats rare.
haha. anyways, i'm quite surprised baoxiang send me this song. lol. its good man.. first heard it in some tribute video for the All Blacks.

Seether - Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me here, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Seether - Broken